no kidding... the first scholarship i ever have...

彩虹 rainbow

“十一月四日
如果能讓我重新再來一次
我希望我不曾出現在你生命𥚃
November 4
If I can replay the whole story
I hope that I have never happened in your life"

“寶貝！你終於考上了！
baby！Finally you are admitted!！"

“你怎麼不開心啊！
Why are you not happy！"

“我很快就回來啦！
I will come back soon！"

“當我知道自己的生命...
只剩下一個月的時間,
我唯一害怕的是...
面對你的難過
When I know that my life...
has only one month left,
the only thing I am afraid of...
is to face your sadness"

“所以我選擇離開
Therefore I choose to leave"

“對不起，我騙了你
Sorry, I lie to you"

“謝謝你陪我去
我們曾經去過的地方
Thank you for your accompany,
to all the places we have travelled"

“我會把它帶到天堂
I will bring them to heaven"

a friend means...

A friend in need, is a friend indeed. Who never has this experience? But I am not asking for just help from friends, friends are there to share... happiness and sadness. When 2 friends share, happiness x 2 but sadness / 2.

tears

tears run in prayers... dear God please hear my prayers or I will die...




[The sky was crying crimson tears, and Yar found himself lost yet again. by Nivbed]

I walk alone

Was feeling a bit confused today, perhaps because the wind of winter... but the sharing on Skype bring me up, thank you for God's angel, she is sweet. We can share about everything, and I don't mind learning more german :) We both like this song and its MTV:

I Walk Alone - Tarja Turunen

Put all your angels on the edge,
Keep all the roses - I'm not dead.
I left a thorn under your bed,
I'm never gone.

Go to tell the world I'm still around
I didn't fly, I'm coming down
You are the wind, the only sound
Whisper to my heart, when hope is torn apart

And no one can save you.

I walk alone,
Every step I take, I walk alone
My winter storm, holding me away
It's never gone
When I walk alone

Go back to sleep forevermore
Far from your fools and lock the door
They're all around and then it's sure
You don't have to see what I turn out to be

No one can help you

I walk alone,
Every step I take, I walk alone
My winter storm, holding me away
It's never gone
When I walk alone

Waiting up in heaven, I was never far from you
Staring down, I felt your every move
I walk alone

I walk alone..

with a bare heart

with a bare heart, I asked is there something that last forever...
with a bare heart, I find out everything around me are changing...
with a bare heart, I prayed for something miracle will happen in front of my bare eyes...
that something good will keep growing and something bad will soon be gone...

but... that's all about people. a forever changing entity. oh...
then I think I should change my prayer as: can we keep close in our hearts forever and...
never be apart?

sometimes, I can feel you at night...



[a sensitive film for sensitive hearts: Mein Leben ohne mich]

you said you like The Rose... today I hear it again...

The Rose

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to blead

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose